#95 Uncensoring
Thanks for asking if I was gonna die. I hope you hadn’t wasted your time worried for nothing. Suicide has never been an option. IMO It’s not a skill worth investing time in. Getting better at it does not open new doors unlike other experiences like say cooking or making beakies. Instead it sounds like a boring no through road. I won’t do it nor will I die trying.
Solar New Year’s day’s passed, Lunar New Year day has yet to come, which explains why I’m not at my newest yet. I’d say I’m in the last transition phase of shedding. One of the changes I’ve noticed about myself is that I’m more comfortable with my feelings. I’m not constantly deleting what I last typed. I used to find my emotions inconvenient. I still do. But inconvenience is ok if it’s fun, right?
It was 38 degree Celsius yesterday. Today 25. Still hot. I eat nectarines and plums an strawberries all day, and only reluctantly eat cooked food for variety. I drew the picture above. Let’s call it summer vibes.
As I’m deleting less words, there are actually enough sentences to look like articles that could be blog posts about something I want to share but end up being something else but I still want to share anyway.
But because these articles never end the way the beginning suggested they would, I have difficulty putting a title on it. And I can’t put Untitled on everything because computers like taxonomy, and infected us humans with this virus that kills creativity.
Once I’m done with my battle with the computer, I’ll share such links with you and maybe you could tell me what you think I’m saying or just say what you say.
Till next, Marn
I make textile art dolls that teach me about being a person. See them at noisybeak.com